DEPRESSION

So much thoughts of how to make wrongs right...
Confusion orders around....
Self esteem at it's lowest...
Tiredness,trying to end it all....
Quiet and lonely island
Where no one inhabits and being sought....
Easy and painless way to end it all...
Only one hand to hold on to...
And only one shoulder to lean on...
But the feeling of being deserted.. Mistakes seem uncorrectable...
But it'll be easier to erase all the error...
Just in one pack... 
Being carried in one van...
Only with the one way sign........to be continued..
©Sayrah

LOVELORN

I call you my happy pill...                                  Even though u make me sad...                        So many times you make me feel bad...       
I cry so much to my fill...                

Yet u don't feel like you've done wrong...     

Leaving me to look for my love drug..         
 I wish u could understand how I feel....        The scars that needs to heal....                  

My pillow soaked in tears....

I can't face my fears....

I'm broken...                                    

 ©Sayrah                         

MY STRENGTH

In the lone Jungle of life..

There are challenges and setbacks..

Life's got so much hacks..

Tender be I yet fear not any... 

My prowess I own...

I hv a fighter I can't disown... 

Who stands by me tho at close range.... 

To wrestle be them many...

Tho I might be frightened... 

Bh wen she's done my face is brightened..

My path lightened...

I'm a survivor...

I'm a conqueror...

Cos I don't think alone...

And yes! I strive..

© Sayrah

MY VAL

Now av come to realize...

 Despite my misbehaviours, you don't seem to ever give up on me.. 

Why are you still interested in me?😭...

I keep offending you, disappointing you, disobeying your words yet u still hold on n still hv faith in me..

Wah would hv been said of me if I didn't see your light? ...

That calm voice that whispers to me saying all is well,I'm with you,I won't give up on you never!...

Even when my strength fails me, friends,relatives, colleagues,family, classmates despise me,u still stand by me n walk with me through my darkest paths.   

    I know av failed you and humanity as well  bh you chose to see the best in me wen itz obvious no one sees even a good thing.                                                                          How did I get so lucky?🙈..                  When it looked like I  wasn't reciprocating your love,u still didn't give up. you're always there wen I need u most ..uar not tired of me,u don't get tired trying to understand me.                    U know my in and out so well more than myself..

What manner of love is this that u laid down your love for me?..  

What manner of  is this that   you sacrificed your happiness for my salvation..

Many have their val gift,card etc bh I hv you the greatest gift of all..

Thank you Jesus for your love. Your love is worth more than earthly treasures..

Dated:#14th Feb,2020 

#Excess Love

~Sarah